i misS yOu...

Was chillin in jakarta with my oNce a matRocker, alSo a fiLm diRector-somewhere doWn tHe Line coUSin, ...& waS dRagged into roCker laNd... BeiNg tHat we weRe iN hiS roOm & tHerefoRe hiS tuNes. different waS it fRom tHe norm, wHich wouLd noRmally b R&B, but fiNe was i feeling... diFFerent but fiNe.... nOw as i dwelled theRe in roCker laNd, waS i intRoduced to tHis soNg by inCubus 'i misS yOu'... siMpLy aMazing woRds whiCh, eXpLained every aLL i waS feeLing, beiNg so faR away my buBu...

i misS yOu

tO SEE YOU WHEN i WAKE UP,
IS A GIFT i DIDN'T ….
THINK COULD BE REAL

tO KNOW THAT YOU FEEL THE SAME,
AS i DO, IS A tHREE-FOLD UTOPIAN DREAM

yOU DO SOMETHING TO ME
tHAT i CAN'T EXPLAIN
sO WOULD i BE OUT OF LINE,
iF i SAID, i MISS YOU

i SEE YOUR PICTURE, i SMELL YOUR SKIN ON,
THE EMPTY PILLOW... NEXT TO MINE
yOU HAVE ONLY BEEN GONE TEN DAYS, BUT ALREADY...
i AM WASTING AWAY

i KNOW i'LL SEE YOU AGAIN
wHETHER FAR OR SOON
bUT i NEED YOU TO KNOW, THAT i CARE . aND i MISS YOU


....

Valentine2003

to Joshua F.
Originally uploaded by sherIZAN.

Our Engagement Day

It's Official... :o)
Originally uploaded by sherIZAN.

.... Trust me when I say I couldn't sleep at all the night before. My heart was beating so fast I thought I was gonna have a heart attack.

After helping out my momma clearing the house for the glorious engagement day.... that's when it hit me. Omegod.... I'm gonna be facing my new family the next day. With an entourage of 11 cars, you can imagine how I felt. I must say it will certainly be a DAY that will remain in every guest's memory.

As I put on the final touches to my outfit... my momma walks into the room and says "It's Time". Doop Dap Doop Dap [triple fast] was the sound of my heart.

I walked down the stairs... like a lil' geisha... tee hee hee. All eyes ON me. It's a W O N D E R F U L feeling.... getting the attention and all. Walked straight to the pillow and I just could NOT stop smillin'.

My future mother in-law walks up to me to put on the engagement ring. Tee hee hee... just could not stop smillin again. In goes the ring and Ooops... didn't quite fit. Josh forgot the size of my finger. But it didn't really matter to me... cause I sooo love the ring and we're able to change the size. The R I N G says a lot about the both of us... Bold & Unique.

I'm happy that at last both families get to meet officially. And it was a PLUS point that both our mothers comes from the same kampung and everybody almost knows each other... sort of a reunion in a way.

... and so the C O U N T D O W N is now less than 3 months ...


:o)